but a voice within couldn't care less
actually, no, it's not true, the voice within cares so much
that it wants to spear me, destroy me...
but a hand takes the remote control and turns the TV on
makes the determination melt...
but terrified by the overwhelming feeling of guilt emerging
the forbidden anger - not anger - underlying rage
but proud to have stood firm in the storm
that I'm only in the safety of its eye