27 June 2007

The blue child - l'enfant bleu

Vulnerable
but a voice within couldn't care less
actually, no, it's not true, the voice within cares so much
that it wants to spear me, destroy me...

Determined
but a hand takes the remote control and turns the TV on
the noise
makes the determination melt...

Brave
but terrified by the overwhelming feeling of guilt emerging
masking
the forbidden anger - not anger - underlying rage

Exhausted
but proud to have stood firm in the storm
yet knowing
that I'm only in the safety of its eye

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