Agression cont'ed

exhaustion
not because I don't sleep enough
nor because my days fill up quickly

numbness
this shadow of stillness I know only too well
i dive escape and finally drown

victimisation
as i dare not look at others in the eye
and have given myself away

possessed
as i think highly of myself
and so should everyone else!

close the taps
stop the leaks
open the doors
ask for help
stand in the storms
expect the unexpected
stay in darkness as long as needed
welcome the many deaths
recognise the births

allow the rising agression
even (particularly if) in sexual energy form
...

exhaustion can go
numbness becomes still
victim turns to spiritual warrior
possessed gets no more hook