I had a dream a few nights ago.
There was a cat in my garden and got out to scare him away as him and others keep pooing in the garden. This cat wears a beautiful dark grey fur and he was playing in the lower branches of a bush in the far left hand corner. As I arrived there he left and I saw in that same area 4 other cats and kitties lying dead on their sides. It didn't touch me more than that and I just wondered whether to leave them there or to bin them.
it is now hitting me - this part of me symbolised by the cats has died and it doesn't affect me emotionally.... Ouch!!