free fall

what happened?
falling
in the deep shit hole
with no parachute
it's getting darker and darker
i'm going faster and faster

but what now?
i am slowing down
have a few words done the trick?
there's a bottom at the end of this well
open to an unknown and welcoming place

so what next?
the experience had to be revisited
painful, lonely, fearful, lifeless
rubbing on old awaken wounds
re-membered!

a conscious suffering
one that has a meaning
and slowly brings healing